I could see the sound of your silence
November 11th, 2007Following a sinuous and intriguing route, I arrived at your site. There was a book. An open book. Two chapters -
A chapter of randomly put together photos, uncommented, mostly black & white, all in the smallest scale: a scene from a polo game, close-up of an eye of a horse, glittering street lamps in the dusk, a plane taking off, an apple, clouds, shadows, an empty corridor with two empty chairs and a table…
Followed by a chapter of a soundless video clip: the clouds were forming up on the mountain, and slowly, the sky of blue engulfed by the fog of rain.
It was there, then, I could hear the sound of silence.
P.S. I’m sorry - the sound was too strong, and I had to write it down.
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那是一處極靜的居所,開一個窗口任由雲跡的影像一遍遍反覆播放,時間仿若停止。就在這一刻,我看到了寂靜的聲響。
文字(text)是有聲的,圖像(image)則無。眼目見到字跡,心中的耳自然聽到默誦的聲音。無題注的照片完全以形色說話,那些成功的表達,促生超然文字之上的默示。移動的影像(moving image)如果恰與某一份記憶重合,喚醒那時的心境,更觸發強烈的震顫與回響。我就是每當看到雲的時候會聽到寂靜吧?看著你那些圖影,我聽到一顆無聲的心。
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Random thoughts 11/12:
How words betray us! In review of this writing I was almost astonished to discover what’s intended to be said was turned into verses of morbid melancholy, by my unintentional, personal touch. Is that my style, really? I am afraid of my own words now. Every letter of it seemed to have been soaked in this dreary gloom, which I just cannot rid of. My Chinese writings, especially. Why, am I trapped in using such words and forming such phrases that’ll dim the light a shade or two?



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Comment by lene @ November 12, 2007 03:02
我在想,拍下云迹的人,当时是什么心情呢。
以前,我看那些拍天空的人,一是不理解,二是觉得矫情。可见那时候我小,不懂得。现在,在路上,也会缓慢的看看天空,很蓝很蓝,大朵的云。看一下,继续走路,心里就被什么覆盖了,也没有很特别,但是觉得安静。如此便好。
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Comment by Z @ November 12, 2007 14:15
Thank you, lene.
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Comment by 長園花事 @ November 13, 2007 03:20
就是這般縴細。;-))
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Comment by Z @ November 15, 2007 18:03
:-)
總是希望粗中有細就好,一路纖細下去就顯得很病態。再接再勵再接再勵……