至於『所圭疑』，即『所掛礙』。既然盡力做都做不到『心無掛礙，無掛礙，故無有恐怖，遠離顛倒夢想』，就隨心所欲寫一些『掛礙』的事。

what does “所圭疑” meas? I thought this blog was hosted by jap when i first discovered it (i am working on an internet content mining & aggregation project). does it carry some real meaning or just fantasy?

fyi, my next book, ‘harry pottor, the nightmare and the 6th sense’ has been greatly inspired by some of ur articals.

Thanks for caring and the suggestion. As for me, a certain degree of depression at certain times, maybe, but suffering, no. I found myself well balanced. Usually the best cure for depression is not to consult the help of a doctor or medicine, but to find the anti-depression elements in life and focus on them. Most of the time doctors only give you advices based on a universal formula. But everybody is different. If you are sharp and sensitive, you know better about yourself than doctors do. BTW, do you suffer from aggression? ;-)