Jul 08

島上的第二個黃昏,我又見到了綠光。島上十四個日夜,只有這一次無雲的夕陽。

Time mends many things.
Time erases many things.

在時間與記憶的對峙之中,誰是永恒的敗將,而誰又能逆轉這場輸贏?

Dawn had broken when he said: “Sire, now I have told you about all the cities I know.”

“There is still one of which you never speak.”

Marco Polo bowed his head.

“Venice,” the Khan said.

Marco smiled. “What else do you believe I have been talking to you about?”

The emperor did not turn a hair. “And yet I have never heard you mention that name.”

And Polo said: “Every time I describe a city I am saying something about Venice.”

“When I ask you about other cities, I want to hear about them. And about Venice, when I ask you about Venice.”

“To distinguish the other cities’ qualities, I must speak of a first city that remains implicit. For me it is Venice.”

“You should then begin each tale of your travels from the departure, describing Venice as it is, all of it, not omitting anything you remember of it.”

The lake’s surface was barely wrinkled; the copper reflection of the ancient palace of the Sung was shattered into sparkling glints like floating leaves.

“Memory’s images, once they are fixed in words, are erased,” Polo said. “Perhaps I am afraid of losing Venice all at once, if I speak of it. Or perhaps, speaking of other cities, I have already lost it, little by little.”

- Italo Calvino, Invisible Cities, Trans. William Weaver

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Jan 15

Beach view - the side of the pier

風很大,涼氣在門縫外嗚咽。傍晚回去了艾蕪海灘。今年雨水少,草坡才綠掉一半,裸露出大片的灰褐色。凹處的泥土略略濕,踩下去還是硬的,不似往年要蹚河塘。站在懸崖上看日落,身邊的 ice plant 開滿了花,這個植物有一個好聽的名字,叫冰葉日中花。幾近天盡頭有一段縹緲的煙海,我以為會遮住的。但還是看到了綠光。那一點轉瞬即逝的、蒼白的、微薄的光線,裝滿我整個夜晚的快樂。歸途上,一路無語。

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Dec 22

看到綠光。

人生正在掙扎時。時常念起電影裡 Delphine 說的那一句話:…you keep on dreaming, and waiting… it’s better… than spoiling your hopes.

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